Launched from Rebis’ shores, our Blue Balloon has taken us to terrain that smells like popcorn and broken dreams, and the carnival music is sometimes drowned out by crying…

The secret, I’ve learned, is not to resist your motion but to dance with it. To let curiosity mature into coherence. To let exploration spiral back into embodiment. That’s the discipline of Five: to remain curious and connected. To wander without getting lost.

The problem isn’t malice. It isn’t even incompetence. It is simply this: The system forgets to ask: Where do you want to go?

…by naming the WHY, the WHAT (measurable goals), and the HOW (central apnea physiology, rather than label-based, DEVICE-oriented care), clinicians can move beyond cultural “DEVICE- DEFICIENCY” reflexes and into true patient-centered care…

…the story doesn’t end here, Life Fans! Out of the fog, into this fractured city, we see five unexpected guides—not physicians, not titans of sleep science, not pioneering capno-centric breathing physiologists--but thinkers and seers from other realms. They arrive like mythic allies, each carrying a distinct lens, each riding on a golden beam of light…

This is where I live. This is the twilight zone I work in: between the need for structure and the need to preserve mystery and curiosity…if we abandon labels entirely, we lose the ability to coordinate care, to bill for services, to gather data. But if we cling to them as the whole truth, we kill the living bird.

…He says the words we’ve heard a hundred times, in different accents, with different backstories, always with the same exhale of defeat: “I just couldn’t tolerate it.”…

..it was a soft film, strange and slow, a film where even the peril was calming and beautiful. It left a mark, delicate and scented, like a stain from a flower on a linen shirt…

At the time, it felt ambitious, disruptive—perhaps even romantic—especially for those of us practicing within the hidebound confines of academic medicine, where change happens like the glaciers…

Together, we can create the path that future generations deserve to walk. One with room to breathe, to grow, and to sleep in peace…

When plausible mechanisms of harm exist, the burden is on the profession to disprove—not simply deny—that harm…

As a child, he wore cervical headgear to correct a bite that wasn’t hurting anyone except maybe the expectations of the school photographer. Now, as an adult, he wonders: was the cost of that correction ever truly explained?

It’s important to realize that this clinical failure is no individual’s fault. It is a failure of integration, a symptom of a deeper disease.

Claudio’s suffering happened due to a failure of language.

Now, all these years later, I’m still serving. No uniform. No salutes. Just a different kind of frontline. So..this Memorial Day, as I cast my memory back, I’m not just remembering the fallen. I’m remembering what they fell for — and what I’m still standing for. Because the fight didn’t end when I hung up my BDU’s.

It just changed theaters.

This isn’t just bad medicine. It's a category error. It's what happens when insurance criteria are mistaken for clinical truth. When numbers replace narratives. When we swap out the complex, multicolored tapestry of human sleep for a grayscale spreadsheet column labeled "AHI."

This is not the world of “doctor knows best,” anymore! It’s the world of the gardener, the listener, the story-weaver. And it is the world Rebis Health was born to inhabit.

…Complex problems can’t be solved by just throwing expertise at them. These problems are emergent, messy, and relational. Think ecosystems, economies, raising teenagers—or managing chronic health conditions like Sleep Apnea….

The result is a tool not just to educate, but to transform. A strange and beautiful hybrid: medical compass, leadership primer, cognitive exoskeleton, and bedtime parable…

“When the pressure goes too high, it feels like a JET ENGINE strapped to my face!”

Looking back, I see now that he gave me a narrative that allowed me to think outside of panic, and into joy, despite the circumstances.